I should really get out more.

I'm not dead. God doesn't die.

I'm just busy right now, but if you give me a call I can try and make time.

optic in vain

I gave the staff off for a while. I know they'll appreciate the break, but it's eerie in the office during the day when no one is here but me. Even though they have time off, work still piles up so that doesn't mean I can slack off while they relax. The end of the year is always a mess, and this year it's even more hectic due to the amount of activity going on with my bands.

Also, Riku's birthday is coming up, and then Iori's. Aa so much to do, so little time...

Christmas is coming and so is the busy Christmas rush. The new year is bringing quite a bit of surprises that even some of the people closest to me have no idea about yet. It's always more fun that way, I think.

I started putting my plans into levels based on importance to see how each day pans out. If the top level doesn't work out then I work my way down the list until I'm left with nothing, and then I still manage to find something to keep me so busy that I nearly forget to eat and sleep. Looking back, I wonder how I was able to manage this and be in a full-time band at the same time. That's not even counting the brief period when KISAKI PROJECT was around again.

This may or may not be my last post of the year, but either way, who knows what the new year will bring. Who knows what Santa will bring (=^ェ^=)

Can't sleep again.

I wonder if I can't sleep because I know I have a ton of work I need to get done, or because I seriously did ruin my sleeping schedule. Nothing but sleeping pills seem to work lately but I don't like the way they make me feel. That and every time I take them I seem to have really horrible nightmares, so I'm taking that as a hint.

Everyone else is so busy too, and on top of that I brought in another band to the family. As a result, the three hours of sleep I do manage to get will probably be taken up by them now...

...I think I'll go play bass for a little while.

Another part of my life has come to a close. I'm glad that I was able to take the stage with my beloved Ryouhei one last time (^o^)

Now that the concert rush is over for now, I have a lot of work I need to catch up on. The office was on holiday for the weekend while Phantasmagoria performed, so we came back to a lot of things that need to get done. I doubt I'll have much time for anything, so I stocked up on coffee and prepared the futon in case I decide to sleep, because I doubt I'll be leaving the office for a while.

Remind me to kiss you on the lips in public again. I haven't seen you that happy in months...